Seems to be that 2026 has been a wild ride already, where left and right atrocity has been flying around and questioning myself how I will survive these 8000 years (just joking 8 months). 2025 was like a great ride where great memories were created, where rekindling of friendships became on my bingo card. Moreover, closing some doors that I let it open for years were being shut with the help of my counsel. To add on to this; aside from rekindling the friendships; I have strengthened some of my friendship that has been established when I started a new era of my life. Because of this of era, I have seen somewhat a colourful yet pastel life that I think seems to be bearable to live on (If there will be no disturbance).
2025 gave me loads of lesson that, I should have learned over the years that I have exists in the working force. Not saying that much, but I am pushing though it. Clearly, I sense that my vision right now is different towards my future, since that this world is not a great playground anymore. This is a matter of how will you spend your chronologic funds to be with your most valued assets? (friends, family, colleagues, etc). I know that monetary funds are also important for our existence, but I just realize that time is more valuable than anything else.
Clearly, most people that I have encounters with some educators who value to keep their seniority towards student reviews and all the nine yards, but I have been contemplating that if I am on their shoes should I worry about it or be with my students engage with them let them speak for themselves on how you treat them. I don't want to speak that much since that I am currently an educator as well, trying to be present with the students that I have been encountering every single day.
I know that I have been ranting at the beginning; despite the ugly start and very pastel past; 2026 gives me a rustic, gentle (in some manner), and rowdy vibes where everything's starts with a bang where winter semester hit me like crazy due to assignments back to back, work giving me somewhat medium firm (sorry I have to reference a tofu here I am out of words apparently) load where my students are good, but I let them explore their capacity as well. Regardless of this mess, there is one beauty that I am looking
forward to, and that is my 1st promise to the Lay Order of Discalced Carmelite (aka 3rd Order Carmelite). For those who are just new to my circle, I have been searching for my vocation when I was still in high school. (This will be another entry in the near future.) I am just happy that I found it and looking forward to cherishing every single day of my time in my new-found family.
forward to, and that is my 1st promise to the Lay Order of Discalced Carmelite (aka 3rd Order Carmelite). For those who are just new to my circle, I have been searching for my vocation when I was still in high school. (This will be another entry in the near future.) I am just happy that I found it and looking forward to cherishing every single day of my time in my new-found family.
I know this is just the first quarter of 2026 and definitely there will be more adventures, more learning, more rekindling, winding roads, close doors and so on. I will just place everything to the one who I am clinging on to, cry on, and remind me to be grounded and humble and that is God. Likewise, I cannot control everything, since time is depleting instantaneously and always being focused on being better with tangible things. Likewise, life is too short and complex, but it's up to you how you will explore the possibilities of life. You control the ball and there are times you have let God control the ball if you have this mindfulness of you may make things messed up. I am reaching to this point to tell everyone to touch grass if I did not have his realization of me.
Anyway, this is just a quarter of an update from me. You will still here more from me if time has given me permission to update. Later!
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